What is wrong with me? I am to people that see me in public, a grown man. Yet here I am again going to sleep in pantyhose a night dress and bra. No to mention my always present chastity. Why do I feel the desire to dress so much and obey a online Mistress that I may never meet? Just for some female acceptance.
How can a woman ever be attached to something like me? I have the feeling that I should not be doing this. Straight men should not do this. Right? Yet here I am. Maybe I will someday get some real life assurance face to face. Whether that be another cross dresser or woman.
Would that even help?
Sorry for rambling.
Just needed to vent.