Last night Mistress and I went out with friends and stayed over at their (huge) house in the country. It’s a bit like going on holiday for us, such is the luxury on offer there, and as usual we all ended up staying up pretty late into the early hours of the morning. Annoyingly, despite hopes of a nice lie in, Mistress and I both woke up at about 6AM (probably because the birds outside were tweeting like absolute bastards)… we couldn’t get up at that time of the morning in someone else’s house really (even a massive house like theirs), so we stayed in bed for nearly two hours talking and cuddling.

It was fantastic as we were both totally relaxed, and taking time to talk and it wasn’t long before Mistress was stroking my rock hard cock… she stroked me for ages and it was wonderful and the longer it went on the more relaxed and submissive I felt and the more I opened up about things. I told her how much I love every part of her body, even her armpits I think are totally sexy – and she didn’t freak out or anything, which was nice because while that’s maybe not unusual for a submissive, out in Vanilla World that might be considered a bit weird.

I also told Mistress how when she’s slapping my balls and I’m really turned on and rock hard, that I wish she would kick my balls too. Not necessarily any harder than she slaps them, but I just love the idea of her soft, sexy instep smacking into my balls! I also told her that while I love being denied, I really crave the taste of licking my cum off of her body, I don’t know if I want to be allowed to ruin more often, but I’d definitely like at least some of my ruins to be on her feet/pussy/ass/breasts/etc… I think because I’ve eaten my cum so many times now that I associate with ‘pleasure’, so when I crave the taste I’m really craving ‘release’, but at the same time I don’t really want to be allowed to cum properly more. But it would be cool if Mistress let me think she was going to let me cum and then ruined me, or told me to ruin myself… I would definitely enjoy her being ‘crueler’ like that. I’d also love it if she would tease me a lot more about the fact that she can cum whenever she wants and that I will serve her whenever she wants, but that I have to wait for her permission to cum and that she doesn’t even have to reciprocate if she doesn’t want to…… :)

As I haven’t lost any weight this past few weeks I brought up the subject of Mistress’s glass dildo – which I’ve been choosing pretty much every time. It seems to me that Mistress shouldn’t suffer for my failure, so we agreed that in future I will get her glass dildo out (and warm it up in necessary) before every time I worship her gorgeous pussy. That way she can decide if she wants it or not, and I can choose other toys to play with when I lose weight. So that’s a win/win for sure!

Mistress looked incredible this morning, I wish she could see her body through my eyes, every part of her is absolutely gorgeous and I feel so happy having had that talk this morning, and I absolutely loved being able to kiss her all over (well, nearly ALL over…). As I write this we’re cooling down from a slightly warm walk around our village and then we’re going to bed for a while, I already have Mistress’s glass dildo out of the drawer and ready to go. :)
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