I began writing a post a couple of weeks ago, but I never completed it (despite staying up til 2am trying!). Eventually I came back to it and tried to rewrite and finish it off, but then other things happened which needed adding to it and after a while the original post became such a garbled mess that I gave up completely. But I feel like there were important topics in that post and I do want to address them, so I'm going to try again.But before we get into it, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who read my latest story 'Gareth's Obsession' and also anyone who took the trouble to vote on the Literotica page. The rating has climbed [...]

Recently I experienced something called an 'Orgasm Headache'... or in my case perhaps more accurately an 'Edging Headache'. This is an intensely painful sensation that starts in your neck and travels up into the back of your head. In fact I would go as far as to say that it was perhaps the second most painful thing I've ever experienced after a ruptured disc in my back many years ago.Looking online it seems there are two causes for this, one is to do with blood pressure and one is to do with the muscles in your neck and shoulders contracting as you approach orgasm. Well I went to my chiropractor and my doctor and I'm happy to say that the worst of it [...]

It's been five days since 'Gareth's Obsession' went up on Literotica, and so far the results are positive. I've had three comments (all nice ones!) and so far it's scoring 4.38/5.0, which is great. Hopefully over time it will get to 4.5 and then it will get a 'HOT' rating. But we'll see what happens. It's been read 6,600 times in five days which is pretty good considering it's in the 'Fetish' section, which is not a popular section of the site... but it only has 68 votes so a few more 5's and it could easily go up.I haven't started wrtiting anything else yet as that one took a lot out of me, but I will start thinking about doing something soon.

CHAPTER ONE Gareth sat with his head down, breathing hard. At 46 he was still in good shape, but there was no getting away from it, the gym just wasn’t as much fun as it used to be. In fact these days there was only one thing that kept him coming back… and she didn’t even know he existed. He lifted his head and glanced around the room; the gym was quite busy but he couldn’t see Amanda. He dropped his head for a moment and then hauled himself to his feet. God he hated himself, why did he bother coming here just to catch a glimpse of her? She must be fifteen years his junior and so far out of his league it wasn’t [...]

My new story is done. Finally....! And it will be posted here soon. Mistress R has just spent the last hour reading and checking my work - which is much appreciated honestly, because I've spent so long on it now that I honestly can't see the wood for the trees anymore! She didn't find masses wrong with it, just a few punctuation problems and the like... all I need to do now is think of a good title. Obviously being that it is going to be posted on Literotica it needs a good title that gives a flavour of what it's about, otherwise how will all the 'rednecks' find it to leave their hilariously nasty comments? Quite why these people bother to read stories [...]

I've reached that difficult stage of writing a long story where it's nearly finished and I start second guessing everything that I've done. I'm even wondering if there's enough actual 'sex' in the story... originally there was supposed to be another scene which was included but I left it out as it interrupted the flow of the main story. I don't know if that was a good idea or not... but on the other hand it feels like the final scene has more impact because of the long slow build.I also find it quite hard to choose names for my characters sometimes, especially if I start writing with names that I then decide to change. I feel like in fiction, unlike in real [...]

I know I said it was coming, I know I said it was close... but it's not quite ready yet. For some reason the last ten days I just haven't had the time to knuckle down and get it finished, but it should definitely be finished and posted by the end of the week. In the meantime I have added four more stories to my 'Stories by Other Authors' page, so if you like you could check those out while you wait. STORIES BY OTHER AUTHORS

First of all I just want to give you a quick update on my new story. I've finished the first draft, and re-read it all and now I've printed it out (on 53 sheets of A4 paper!) to start fine tuning it. I didn't get time to look at it yesterday and I am very much aware that I need to keep the momentum going otherwise there is a serious risk of disinterest setting in. Also, I am very self-critical about creating things and if I dwell on it too much I know I will start picking it to pieces and want to change things and then before you know it I will convince myself it's absolute garbage - which I know it isn't, [...]

I am excited to tell you that I am finally writing again and will soon be posting a brand new story which includes elements of chastity, cuckolding, cbt, Femdom, etc... all the stuff you would expect from one of my stories. Only it's a little different this one... and it's also very long. I'm still finishing up the first draft and still wondering whether to add in some extra scenes, but it's already 30 pages of A4 and it's only going to get longer. I'm wondering whether to post it in several chapters on Literotica or not. The good thing about doing that is that gives you a few goes at catching people's attention, but equally I have quite a lot of followers who [...]