I'd love to know why it is that in the mornings I can function perfectly normally without the need for a cock ring and yet most other times I feel like it's probably for the best? Is it just a case of having more testosterone in the morning, or because I'm truly relaxed... or is it just age? It rather suggests that there's nothing truly 'wrong' with me, at least not as far as my actual cock goes... I mean it would make more sense to me if it never worked properly wouldn't it?I don't know, but this morning it felt amazing to wake up and quickly get hard once I realised Mistress was awake next to me. Luckily for me she was [...]

 It was Saturday night and once again Cora had the apartment to herself, so she had invited her main ‘pet’ Steven over to torment. Steven had arrived promptly at 9pm, bringing her a dozen blood-red roses (her favourites) and thanking her profusely for allowing him to visit her.Cora took the flowers graciously and left them in the kitchen sink, she had better things to do right now than mess about getting those into a vase, but she appreciated the gesture… not that it changed her mind about anything she was planning to do that evening.Cora offered Steven a drink and they chatted for a while, enjoying each others company as any normal ‘couple’ might, but soon enough Cora decided it was time. She [...]

'Anna's Cuckold' is one of my most commented on stories on Literotica (currently it has 40 comments). Predictably given the subject matter these comments are extremely mixed, with some readers absolutely loving it and some hating it... though as usual the negative comments weren't about my writing they were mostly about the subject matter, which is a bit comical when you consider it literally has the word 'Cuckold' in the title. But hey, what are you gonna do? Haters gonna hate, right?Anyway, a couple of days ago I re-read it and for some reason I thought it would be a good idea to redo the story but telling it from the husband's perspective. I'm not really sure why I thought that would be [...]

I'm getting near to the end of the first draft of my latest story (still no title, so let's stick with 'Story #5) and I figured something out. I think the reason why I don't tend to write 'cuckolding' scenes in my 'cuckolding' stories because it isn't really the bit that interests me. I mean I've written it, and it's fine, but the thing that I like is the interaction between the wife and the cuckold, not the wife and her lover. Which is probably why the majority of the 'cuckolding' stories that I've written in the past start with the wife coming home to her husband after the event with a pussy full of cum, etc etc...It's been quite challenging to actually [...]

Last night Mistress and I went out for dinner to our favourite local restaurant for her birthday, we had an amazing meal and then came home and watched something on TV. I was nodding off by the end of the programme and decided to go bed, while Mistress (who doesn't work on Fridays) elected to stay up for a while longer.About 1:30am I woke up with a cock like a policeman's baton and the final paragraph of the story I am currently working on whizzing around my head. I lay there for a few minutes, my cock absolutely aching to be touched. I could hear Mistress doing something downstairs, maybe she was coming to bed... maybe she would give me permission to touch [...]

Yesterday Mistress showed me a thread on Mumsnet where someone had been in a relationship with a guy for a year before he asked her to use 'toys' on him. She didn't feel comfortable with this and ultimately they split up. Which is fair enough, if she doesn't want to do something then she has every right to say no and equally he has every right to say he will never be truly happy unless he can share this side of himself with his partner.Part of the issue was that the woman was annoyed because he 'wasted' a year of her life before dropping this on her, which okay isn't ideal, especially if she's wanting to start a family and thinks she's found [...]

Back in December Mistress told me she wanted us to make a real effort to make sure we had our monthly Femdom sessions again, and sure enough we managed to go through the entire month of January without having one. However, since then things have improved immeasurably and we've now had three sessions in a row without deviation or hesitation. I can hardly believe it. Because when you look back at our 'session' history, we've only managed 39 sessions over the last nine years (an average of 3.9 per year) and the last three years have been particularly poor. Now there were genuine reasons for that, but happily they seem to be behind us and thank Satan for that!The other thing I can [...]

Over the last few days my back improved to the point where Mistress was able to administer my outstanding 'punishments'. On Wednesday night she gave me seven swats with the paddle (4 on the soft side, 3 on the hard side) for briefly touching my cock while I was half asleep. It wasn't really harsh enough to deter me, but then since I was half asleep I don't think it would matter how hard she punished me because I didn't realise I was doing it and as soon as I did I stopped. Then last night Mistress punished me for my accidental ruin the other day. This time she gave me four swats with the paddle on each side and then three hits with [...]

It's been a couple of years since I've done any 'end of year' graphs, largely because the last couple of years haven't been the best for us. But with our Femdom sessions back on track now I thought I would make the effort this year, and hopefully we'll see some good results come next March.So we start with the most important graph of all, and that is of course Mistress R's orgasms. We started the year poorly and a month and a half of decorating hell definitely took its toll on both of us, without that I think we would have got Mistress over the magic 100, let's hope this year we make it.This graph is a bit misleading, because while it's true [...]

Another fun day yesterday... at last it was Friday and the week was nearly at an end. But then Mistress told me last night that clocks go forward this weekend so we lose an hour of sleep. Bah! Like we had any sleep anyway.So my chaotic story writing life continues. I now have two stories 90pc complete... one really good idea that's sort of 25pc complete and another brand new story that's 98pc complete!This  latest one came to me yesterday as I was driving around and I ended up stopping and dictating it into my phone for about 20 minutes. Of course the phone wrote absolute gibberish but I manage to decipher it when I got home. Good job I did it the [...]