Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> This Tease & Denial Video went Viral On a normal day – back when all four Mistresses were doing femdom sessions in early 2012 – our inbox would have collected 8-12 session requests per day, a bit more on the weekends from people looking for a spontaneous experience but to no avail because we were always “sold out” – of time that is. One morning I woke up, flipped open my Nokia flip phone – yes that’s how far back we’re going with this story – just wanting to get a snapshot of how many emails had come in while I was asleep. That Nokia screen was such a tiny square that it could barely fit in three [...]

Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Today is a Serotonin | Dopamine ‘spike’ day Days like today are why my Fanvue blog means so much to me – it’s like a personal teddy bear that helps me through “brain spike days” as AI calls it. I think today is a perfect example of what one of those “off” days are like in my life … one of someone neuro divergent.  See, over the years as I’ve gotten older and wiser and have gone through all the experiences I’ve gone though – I’ve learned to find ways to cope with my brain when it does what it wants to do.  Today was one of those marvellous days where I grabbed a hammer in my left [...]

Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> “Eat to Live, Don’t Live to Eat” Taken to the Extreme I had a submissive man who simply refused to eat in the way I showed him he’d be consuming bio-product for the next thirty days of his life.  He made this decision that my methods were not something he could bring himself to do on the very first day of his one month stay and I proceeded to fret about his well-being every day for the next four weeks.  It drove me mad. Yes, I can lock a submissive in a human cage and do rapid weight loss training for a month – I have done that before. But now that I’ve twice experienced the effects of [...]

Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> I Want a Happy Life This is where I would like to live. It’s – in my mind at least – my little slice of paradise. I could live in that little one room dome like place they have – or one of their single rooms that’s a 30 second walk away from the swimming pool. I think my brain could be happy there.  In fact, I’d like to buy the whole property one day and spend a few years landscaping it into something that is truly a slice of heaven – W’s heaven !! :)))  A sanctuary for my brain. Crazy isn’t it – that I have to refer to my brain in the 3rd person – [...]

Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Who Wants to be a 10 million Dollar Object of Mine? Two things are certain.  One is that in a few years’ time, I will be the richest Mistress that ever plied the trade. And two, one lucky former slave – soon to be reduced to my personal object – will bask in the luxury I provide it. It all depends on how I play my cards with this gold mine I’m sitting on – a list of about 120 eHTS videos the likes of which the world has never seen. Think of how my mind works like we’re playing chess at a grandmaster level.  I have been thinking 10-20 moves forward for about the last 6 years [...]

Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> The Power in W.- 3:53pm, nobody’s shown up here with sirens on top of their cars so – so far so good. I just woke up. Trying to get fully back onto vampire standard time (VST) because I have to write a lot to finish my book and I can only do that when the air is cool, there’s no sun and I don’t hear the sounds of people outside. So sue me, I took a Loraz to ensure I slept 10 hours because I would have been a nervous wreck if I hadn’t. I do remember what I dreamt about. I remember exactly what I dreamt about. I dreamt about the absolute absurdity of being locked up [...]

Bangkok Bdsm Dominatrix Jaa4u >> Voom 12! – The Purity of the Trauma Writing shit this intense makes me look insane – but hear me out.  At least evaluate my thought process on what it might take to get a toilet slave to more frequently survive all 30 days existing on eating only my feces.  Because up until now – I’ve had only 1 out of the 26 applicants succeed in doing so and that’s what? – 3% success rate?  Ya, changes need to be made. Now, I did try to be nicer in January and February as that is my nature.  It’s why I called the place where we do the sessions The Femdom Resort and not something like The Slave’s Prison [...]