After my turn being subbie a couple of weeks back, I am now starting to ease back into my natural role as top. I declared a one week moratorium on all kink, and in fact all sex. I even extended that to telling him he was not allowed to masturbate, as I wanted him primed and ready for my return. So I did have fun teasing him to hard most nights and whispering "soon" in his ear. I've noticed that he becomes very submissive, and takes on many stereotypical "girl" behaviours when I tease and withhold. For example, when I reach around to his cock he moans and wiggles for me, and begs me for release.On Wednesday night I took him to My [...]

It happened! Was a little sore afterwards, in a glowy sort of way, but my husband manned up and treated me to a grade-A wife beating (with fabulous orgasms!).I am "for"!Yes, I am "trolling" with my phrase "wife beating". Did I do it correctly? FYI: consensual beatings only, please (and safe, never understood the "sane" part - nothing sane about it!)Let's rewind the clock a bit, however, and pick things up from where we left off Friday evening, as described in My Beating is Tomorrow!!!.David got home at 8pm from a work event just as I was putting the final touches on the aforementioned blog entry. I hit Submit quickly without proof reading, and had to go back later to fix-up a few [...]

Sooo excited! I'm getting my husband-beating tomorrow evening! Yay!It's been a long fun week. The story starts at Am I Sick in the Head?, where these dark desires to be dominated popped out of my brain, continues in Letter to my Husband where I compose a letter asking him to dominate me, and goes on in Letter Delivered and Collared and Flogged. David has really stepped up. He decided to make me wait a week during which time he is essentially practicing his domination of me. And let me tell you, every day has been eventful!SaturdayRead the letter, nipples twisted, spanked, cropped, fucked, fed his cum.SundayFucked, spanked, publicly collared and leashed, flogged, blow job, swallow.MondayStripped, collared, spanked, caned, fucked, fed his cum.TuesdayStripped, collared, [...]

So I'm currently at the end of day 3 of my week long status as my husband's sex slave. I described the events of Saturday evening at Letter Delivered. Today I'll write about Sunday and a bit of Monday.We started Sunday off with a fucking and a spanking right after breakfast. I deliberately chose to wear my sexy little babydoll robe, and he said I was just askin' for it. You be the judge, it was a bit like this.He was going to just spank me for being a slut, but when he discovered I wasn't wearing any panties he bent me over the kitchen island, and fucked me. He "lubed me" by spitting on his hand and rubbing it across my cunt, [...]

Well I did it! I delivered my letter to my husband! (see Letter to my Husband).I checked the blog for any last minute advice around 6pm, and then printed the letter out in red ink. I did not change a thing. It gave me a lot of confidence that it was so well received by you guys. David had made a spot of healthy dinner and we ate that. The letter was burning a hole into the living room Ottoman!After dinner we tidied up together. He asked if I wanted to watch a movie. I told him that I wanted to have a talk with him. He looked a bit confused. I never sound like that! "A nice talk!" I went on hastily [...]

After thinking about it for a bit, and considering all my readers' comments on my last blog entry, I am now absolutely positive that I want my husband to dominate me the way I fantasize about.Thinking about it makes my heart beat hard, my mouth dry, my skin sweat, my belly do flip flops. My pussy and breasts ache for a touch. I want it badly. I want it badly from him!I decided I will broach the subject with him by means of a letter. I have not sent it yet. I humbly request thoughts and comments from my readers before I do. I absolutely recognize the absurd irony of having such an intimate and private love letter seen and commented on by [...]

My own submissive fantasies sometimes scare me.Am I ill?A pen pal and I were exchanging emails. He was a sweet and polite man with submissive tendencies. He also indicated he may be a bit of a switch. He asked me if he could write a fantasy about his first meeting with me. Then he said that if I was interested I could write a reply on how I thought our first meeting would go. He wrote it, and it was a sweet fantasy where he got his bum smacked, his cock milked, and then fucked in the ass. Another spanking, and then loving forgiveness.So I thought I would please him, switch it up, and write him a fantasy with me getting a spanking [...]

So, I've been looking for opportunities to up the "real FLR" quotient in our relationship. My darling husband presented me with the perfect opportunity the other night.We have a device called the Sodastream.It's used to make bubbly water from tap water. I enjoy bubbly water mixed with a hint of cranberry juice and a bit of lime. Those canisters of CO2 run out, of course, and it's my husband's job to keep them stocked (he goes to the Canadian Tire for refills - his domain!). We have about a dozen of them so he does not have to go very often and he can trade the empties for fulls all at once. The idea is that he goes to exchange the lion's share [...]

So it happened! As I recounted in Still Got It!, I mildly dommed david in a restaurant in front of a cute young black waitress the other night, and she seemed amused, so we got to chatting, and she expressed an interest in witnessing more. I got her number, we txtd, and we set something up. It happened yesterday evening, it was great, and I'll tell you all about it now.Before I start in though, a comment about these sorts of things. It used to be we just did stuff, and then I blogged about it afterwards. Nowadays, when I need some good material for the blog, it creates an urgency in me to set something up. And then when we are in [...]

david and I were out at a restaurant. A moderately upscale trendy sort of place.Our waitress was a very cute black girl. She seemed like fun, so I thought we should play.And guess what? Do you like apples? Yeah, of course you like apples. It started with our drink order. I chose a cocktail and ordered two of them. "Yes, I'll have the Mandarin Cocktail, and so will my husband."After she left the table david said, with a smile, "oh, it's going to be like that, is it?" Yes it would.Somebody else brought our cocktails, and a little while later the waitress showed up again to take our dinner order. I ordered first, and then I let david order. As usual, he ordered [...]