Terrible Dillema

Anyone who reads this, please help me know what to do. I am currently on the final week of nearly ten years of service to my Goddess. She is moving away and has informed me that She will not be continuing my service. I am currently locked in chastity and have been for nearly two months since my last release, which was ruined by the way. Goddess was never a big fan of my eating my load on the rare occasions She permitted release but, eventually accepted this act on some releases. At this point you're wondering "what's the dillema? quit wasting time." The problem i am experiencing is an overwhelming craving to have my mouth filled with gobs of hot, thick, sticky, [...]