Hello, Mistress Lara M. I have been enjoying this site. I’ve been a crossdresser since I was a child, I’m now 57 years old. I’ve been married now for 27 years. Just prior to and early on in our marriage my wife and I used to engage in what was then considered to be very kinky almost taboo sex such as me sucking dildos and strap-ons and getting fucked by those toys as well as other things such as long thick vegetables and even a small baseball bat. At the time I kept my crossdressing and desire to do so more of a secret. She eventually lost interest in playing with our toys. It may be because she wasn’t comfortable with how much I wanted and enjoyed it. Now, at my age, I’m more interested in going further with crossdressing and have obtained a fairly sizable wardrobe of female clothing. She knows about it, has seen me in some of it and has even taken some pictures when I asked her to, once. There is certainly more to this story but I’ve probably carried on too much already. Is there any advice that you could give me just from what I’ve written ? I’m literally begging for help.