Chronicles of a chastity slave – You have me right where You want me

Installment # 29 – by slaveboy

5:47 am.  i awoke to the startling feeling of someone firmly grabbing my cock and then realized it was Mistress Ayn’s cock, as She own it now, attempting to become erect within Her chastity cage.  i began to recount each of the eighteen tease-and-denial edging sessions Mistress Ayn ordered me to administer in just one week, none ending with a powerful and satisfying orgasm, Her cock became gripped even tighter by Her chastity cage.  It is then i realized that – You have me right where You want me.

If it was more than eighteen months ago, or 1 ½ years, ago or 548 days ago, i would have gently stroked my cock.  Perhaps i would have ended before orgasming or would have gotten out of bed, shuffled to the bathroom, and finished over the toilet for a brief – less than a minute – satisfying orgasm.  But, today, You have me right where You want me.

One might debate if it is better (or worse) for me to be out of chastity, free to stroke Your cock, but not permitted to orgasm – as i was repeatedly last week so many times.

Alternatively, i could be locked in chastity, trying to get excited, yet prevented from any sort of erection or pleasurable stroking.  This also seems to be torment.

The peace for me as Your slaveboy, Mistress Ayn, comes from not engaging in the debate.  It is no longer my decision to make.  You have complete control over Your cock – caged or free, available for stroking or untouchable, achieving an orgasm or frustration.  This is right where You want me to be, my Mistress – You in control and my only desire to please You.

As i further reflected in the early morning hour i realized i am exactly where i want to be – an owned, chaste slaveboy … for indefinitely as You wish.  Ah, the rush of pleasure in knowing i am where i should be is so satisfying.

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