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You may have read in my journals of one decadence I enjoy when Governess Lexi visits me. I find it very decadent to go up to bed for a lovely afternoon sleep for a hour or so. So when Lexi is here for the weekend, I do so and have Governess Lexi ‘babysit’ bitch-boy while I sleep. Well I have devised a way I can have my decadent nap even when I have no one here to ‘babysit’ bitch-boy. Yesterday I was a little tired and poor bitch-boy was colouring-in with his dolly. Just full of both shame and tedium at the same time. Of course, using his hated timer as part of the of activity. I announced I was going up to bed for [...]
I am awash in LARP boys. I am seriously concerned if I show up for one of the conventions, it’s going to be spontanious bukkake with the amount of attention. Which brings up the same thing I have talked about before, one’s relationship to the voracious desires others have for you. Wildcard remains with a steady rotation of “kitties” some of them closer to him than others, all hands off to the point he likes, harvested from the local kink scene. Occasionally he bats them away from his penis, like small children being kept away from the breakables. He wants their upturned asses to beat, and maybe to jam a hitachi against them until they come. They are invariably at least a smigen [...]
My guidance manual is now published as an A4 paperback and in ePub format and on Amazon Kindle. Purchase Paperback Purchase in ePub format Purchase for AMAZON KINDLE US UK DE FR ES IT NL JP BR CA MX AU IN It will soon also be on Nook, Barnes and Noble and Apple iBooks. I will publish a post when it is. This manual, of over 115,000 words, is for both beginners and for the experienced. (166 – pages at size A4.) This manual will work for any gender of dominant with any gender of submissive. In section 1 you will find: # A chapter for submissives who wish to find a dominant partner or to influence their existing partner to become dominant. [...]
My guidance manual is now published as an A4 paperback and in ePub format. Purchase Paperback Purchase in ePub format It will soon also be on Amazon Kindle, Nook, Barnes and Noble and Apple iBooks. I will publish a post when it is. This manual, of over 115,000 words, is for both beginners and for the experienced. (166 – pages at size A4.) This manual will work for any gender of dominant with any gender of submissive. In section 1 you will find: # A chapter for submissives who wish to find a dominant partner or to influence their existing partner to become dominant. # A chapter for people who have a submissive partner and wish to tentatively explore dominating that partner. # [...]
A great implement for hotel rooms and other places where quiet torture is required is the humble rubber band. I had bitch-boy with his wrists bound to a collar in a hotel room very recently. He had not cum for sometime. Sitting between his legs I touched and teased and he became so hard, (and desperate – poor boy), I then looped the rubber band, I had brought with me for the purpose, over his little erection, pulled one side of the loop as far away as it would go from the sensitive tube of flesh and then released it. An almost silent nastily stinging contact was made! I repeated and repeated until the hardness was going. I stopped with the rubber band, teased [...]
I feel neither coherent nor productive, so you’re getting a stream of consciousness while I continue my sick leave from gainful employment. What did you do today? I corrected my insurer who flipped my name “Is this Leslie Pearl?” No. I don’t feel particularly good. The stomach ache is abating into nausea instead of immobilizing pangs. I still don’t particularly want to eat anything and carry my mood about like a heavy object. I think dealing with the absolute bullshit I had piled up (double anti-sexual assault shit in two volunteering groups, an absolute imbecile outing me on fetlife, my abusive grandmother popping clogs, a family member having a meltdown on my doorstep and work sucking awfully) explains my worn out state but [...]
It’s been two weeks since I went into the emergency room, my stomach so pained that I was crying with it. Two months of hurting, escalating from a week of bad things pushed on me. They scoped me out, found nothing in my guts by MRI, and a non-threatening cyst on my left ovary. I had the worst time in the hospital- the IV caused a vasovagal reaction and dry heaving, then the fluids used to make my guts show up of course make you even more ill. It’s not sexy, but it is my body. The doctor called it stress. Stress so intense my appetite’s shuttered and I wake up in pain every morning. I’m thirty-one. I lost 15 pounds in 2 [...]
Well I have all this extra time available now, including weekdays. Do any of you lovely followers of my blog know which are currently the best contact sites for all gender BDSM or lesbian BDSM UK contacts? I used to use Alt.com and I will probably pay to do so again. I am on Collerspace. I am on Fetlife but cannot see a way to use it for searching. I am seeking only females. A long term relationship or one-off experiences. These females may be straight, bisexual or lesbian; dominant, submissive or switch. The scope of their possible pleasure preferences that would suit me is huge, for example – but not only: A lesbian who never wishes to meet bitch-boy but with whom I can cuckold him. Single, (or a couple), of [...]
I have been looking at burglar alarm camera systems to monitor my subs, (see the perverse details below). I would like advice. It seems the following specification is possible, but IS IT?? Please only leave a comment on this if you are sure. SPECIFICATION. Cameras (vision and sound and night vision) – perhaps one in bedroom one and another in bedroom two. One in the bathroom, one in the kitchen, one in the dining room, one to move about on a table stand and two outdoors. Cameras which are battery powered and wireless broadcast to a receiver App. A receiver App on a smart phone on which I can easily switch from one camera to another to observe activity in the desired room or outdoor area. [...]
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